Owens Family

Off my feet...

2012-01-24T08:23:00.002-06:00

About a week ago my back really started aching. Since I am carrying around a very wiggly little boy who has accounted for a 18lb weight gain so far, I figured that was normal. As the day progressed it got worse! I tried to nap and rest, warm bath & stretch, but nothing helped. The next day i woke to awful pain! I mean worse than labor ( i had epidurals- ha).

I got into the chiropractor at 230 but by that time I could barely walk without wincing. Ayla had to get Leah's shoes and socks on for me which caused a serious amount of emotions. I felt so proud to see her stepping up, she seems so mature. But the simple fact I couldn't do it made me sooo sad. My job is a stay at home mom. It's my job to care for my kids! I couldn't dress them, wipe a tush, empty dishwasher, or cook lunch without being in pain. It was depressing.

Meanwhile at the chiro, I was nervous. I hadnt gone through this pregnancy. I was worried about it increasing my contractions I was having or changing his position ( head down). She assured me I was safe. But then she told me I needed to rest w ice every 20 mins, if possible, for two days. I began to bawl. It was all so overwhelming! First, I could do minimal for my kids now I won't be able to do anything!

Well, I obviously made it, but not without a lot of encouragement from friends and help from family! By Sunday I felt human again and was able to get some chores done around the house. I seriously sat on the floor to load my washing machine one day! My heart totally goes out to mamas who live with chronic or long term pain or back problems!

The hubs had to go out of state one more time before the baby arrives so off he left. I mean I was feeling better...that is til the storms on Sunday! I carried both girls down to basement in case of serious weather. I threw my back out again! Sheesh! Thankfully, I am already back on the mend! Just praying for no more surprises before we meet Abram!

On a different note, I am starving nonstop but nothing sounds good & my abdomen has doubled in size overnight! Ha
Hopefully post a belly pic soon...

I Love...

2012-01-17T14:11:00.003-06:00

I love that my 2 yr old pretends to nurse her baby dolls.

I love that my husband no matter how stressed at work does not take it out on me or the kids.

I love super hot bubble baths. Like where you get all pink & wrinkly.

I love that my oldest wants to snuggle with me all the time.

I love boots even though watching me put them on is like watching a Chris Farley skit.

I love to dance. Everywhere. With my kids, with my team, at the studio, with my hubs, in the car.

I love feeling Abram beat me up from the inside and know I will miss having an excuse to potty so frequently.

I love dressing my girls alike. Hopefully they won't hate me for this later.

I love my friends and their generosity.

I love the security in knowing my Heavenly Father will always listen and always love me.

I love blogging, though it usually gets neglected.

I love being a stay at home mom even though the days are long & hard. I miss being a nurse but there is a season for everything.

I love cooking, baking, and eating a lot.

What a day....

2012-01-15T21:05:00.002-06:00

This weekend was quite the whirlwind. 1:30 am I was awoke by the sounds of a very sick husband. We don't need to go any further right? So... I was up. Unfortunately, if this prego wakes up (for whatever reason) it takes a long time to get back to sleep.

Long story short, I went to the couch for a not-so-restfull 3 hrs then to Leah's bed for 1 hr of sleep while a 2 yr old rubbed my arm. The thing is once my kids (and prob yours) are awake we they are AWAKE! I love that they don't need to stretch or pee or brush their teeth. They are just at it. Mama, not so much this morning!

The plan for the day included a cheesecake date with friends, Ay's bff's bday party & the bball game. But, from the moment I woke up I was already planning on how to get out of ALL of it. And Jeff was quarentined. period.

My mother-in-law called to pick up the girls to give me a break, but after several texts to reschedule my "cheesecake date" I was beginning to get the feeling I was not getting out of it. My last text just said, "you're coming. we'll pick you up. dress nice."

So now I wanted to cry because my friends obviously think I will wear my sweats on our date.

I gave myself 20 mins to "dress nice" aka whatever is cute, that fits, and is clean. I was limited.
I was picked up and on my way.

Anyone, seeing where this is going?

We show up for our "cheesecake" which actually ended up being the most fantastic, sweetest surprise I've ever had! Two of my great friends pulled together a little surprise shower for Abram-- and I gave them such a hard time!!

I wanted to cry for my nap, then ended up crying because I felt so blessed! I feel so blessed that so many friends and family got together to love on our little man even before he is here with us.

I wish I had pics to document this, but clearly was unprepared. Jen- send them my way so I can brag on your awesomeness even more :)

Preparations

2012-01-11T08:15:00.008-06:00

There have been a lot of preparations for little man's arrival. I'm 33 weeks today! It's starting to hit me how close we are and how things are going to be different. I thankfully hired a sitter to be able to do a major decor shopping excursion on Monday. It's definitely different decorating for a little man than for my girls. But I think I'm gonna love this nursery though!

A little sneak peak of the progress so far...
He obviously has a name. Some of you probably already have caught me on the streets or gabbed with others. I totally left u hanging! I apologize!

Abram Jeffrey (letters for his room drying)

I've had to prepare myself to enter the world of mommy- hood to a boy. It seems so odd. Though perfectly wonderful. I've had to think about things I say like "us girls" and start saing " the kids". We've been talking to Leah about talking & touching softly. If anyone knows Leah this is important. She is a strong, rough chick with a big heart. When lil man is ready to roughhouse he will def had a match!

Not to mention this old lady's body is doing its own prepping with lots of contractions especially at night plus my belly is becoming more jolly lately! I guess I will have to take a picture for proof of that later.

Amongst all the preparations I have started my dance season in full swing. I travel every other weekend up until Abram's arrival. We pray for our newest babe to continue to grow strong and the girls to be ready for the big change. God is good.

Snow Day

2012-01-05T14:54:00.000-06:00

Hope you enjoyed it as much as we did!

A little break

2012-01-03T14:50:00.000-06:00

After Christmas Jeff's office usually takes a little break to prepare for the next year. I love this! He had to work a few days, but for the most part Daddy was ours. We slept in, played games, cleaned, painted babe's nursery/closet/molding, had our first attempted sleepover, and visited with lots of family. Oh- and test drove vans HAHA

New years day belly 31 wks 4 days

Christmas 2011

2012-01-03T14:27:00.000-06:00

I feel so very blessed to be able to provide a Christmas like this for our kids. Wonderful memories!
Here's a photo explosion of highlights....

Christmas belly 30 wks 4 days

Our fave present this year... baby Melanie :)

Happy New Year!

2012-01-01T20:08:00.002-06:00

Im not much of a resolution-kind-of-girl, but I do promise to catch up from our holidays and adventures soon. Hope everyone had a wonderful end of the year and I pray for a safe & happy 2012 to you all!!

Christmas Tiny Tapper

2011-12-24T12:08:00.000-06:00

Ayla had her annual Christmas recital. This time of year our studio takes time to do for a local nursing home. I think its a sweet way of giving back this season instead of doing a production for ourselves.

This is Ayla's first year being a "tiny tapper"

Little sister wanted a picture too! She can't wait for her turn to dance next year. Its definitely something I look forward to watching her do, bc we can tell its something that she really loves. But, this year she sat with mama and happily clapped and got excited with each group that came on the floor :)

Ayla did really well. She was hilarious. She kept picking her wedgie during her routine and I kept whispering "not now!" to her haha. Afterwards she said "when you've got to itch, you've got to itch!"

And so it began....

2011-12-24T12:02:00.000-06:00

We started with Ayla's preschool Christmas party... Leah was invited and she felt right at home. At times I truely wonder if Leah thinks she is 5. We celebrated Jesus' birthday and ate lots of yummy treats. The girls were definitely spoiled.

Nearing the end of the day a special visitor came to see the class...

Ayla loved the big guy. I must admit he was the cutest Santa. hehe She sat on his lap, rubbed & tugged on his beard, and when she realized it wasn't fake she smiled so BIG! Leah sat on my lap watching his every move, listening to what every child said to him, and kept telling me "Im not ready yet".

She never became "ready" hehe I did persuade her into saying hello and getting a candy cane mainly bc I don't want her to be afraid of people in costume. We don't really do alot of "santa" stuff... we watch the movies and talk about the fun. But he's not "real" in our house, just a fun part of celebrating the season. Both girls are comfortable in telling you why we celebrate Christmas :)

That night was her school program. It was alot of fun to watch the kids all dressed up singing!

Hope you guys are enjoying your holiday festivities...

Lil Man: 29wk 5d

2011-12-20T13:55:00.000-06:00

Today was my glucose test. Wooo.

Its like drinking a flat Sunkist with a couple packets of sugar added in 5 mins or less. Gag.

Its been awhile since I've updated on pregnancy #3...everyone said it would. ha

Baby Boy finally has a name. We've actually had it picked for a little bit, but I wasn't sure if I had clearance. Today he said we can tell people- but he wants to tell our parents first. Sooo... for the 2 people who read my blog- you must wait a few more days until we have time to talk to our parents. Not for approval, just so they feel honored I suppose.

Not alot to report.
Sleeping well, minus my potty breaks.
Lil man is pretty relaxed in my womb, however when he gets moving my belly dances ( love this).
I have officially gained 18lbs.
Depressing. Since I gained 17 w Leah total and 21 with Ayla total. I am swallowing my pride a bit right now. Obviously, my life isn't about me and my body right now its about this lil man thriving and being healthy. I will put it on record that Pinterest is mainly to blame. I have baked an obsene amount of sweets this year because of it!
The girls are getting really excited and talking more and more about him. Their fave thing to do is sing to my belly.
Nursery is starting to happen. Meaning the door is opening, walls are 80% primed, bedding is purchased, etc

Main objective over the next few weeks: Nursery painted and striped, freezer meals being made
I'll let you know how it goes....

What we've been up to...

2011-12-19T13:42:00.000-06:00

Seems like the days & weeks are flying by. Its hard for this mama to understand how big her girls are getting and very soon a new addition will be arriving. Christmas is right around the corner and the girls are REALLy into it this year. Which is helpful, since its 50 deg outside, causing a delay in my holiday spirit.

Id say we're done with our Christmas prepartions.... tree is up, lights are hung, we've watched the grinch daily for 2 weeks, etc. Not too mention the massive amounts of baking and sampling of sweets in our house. :) Hot chocoloate is a fave for all of us. And this year I haven't scrimped on it and went 'box' cocoa. We're drinking the real deal.

We've also made our first batch of teacher gifts. Weird. And made gingerbread cookies to decorate and "eat". I was so excited about doing this. The girls were pumped. They turned out beautiful! BUT I spit out my first bite. I guess I don't like gingerbread? Who knew? Its smells so lovely.... oh well. After my weigh in at the md today- it was a good thing I don't like gingerbread!

I am getting a bit sappy this close to baby #3's arrival! I look at this picture and realize I do NOT have a baby in the house right now. Both of my girls are growing up so fast and are at extremely fun ages!

Ms. Sassafrass def enjoyed the sweets!

We moved on to gingerbread contruction. I wasn't too sure how my first batch of gingerbread would really turn out, so I opted for the kit at Walmart. We used it last year and its SO nice to just have the icing, candy, etc plus the house is sturdy and up!
Ayla especailly enjoyed this. She seems to be a math girl. Must get that from her daddy. She is really into counting and does well into the 30's. She did paterns on her side of the roof and all the border. She was very particular. We all know Leah did not do that, but that is one thing I love about being a mom. We can celebrate our differences from day 1 :)

Owens Gingerbread Home 2011

Baby Fix

2011-12-11T21:14:00.001-06:00

Melanie 6 days old

Playgroup Parents Cmas Party

2011-12-11T21:12:00.000-06:00

Party Prep

Cheers girls... lots of good food, friends, and silly games! The night was awesome!!

Patiently waiting for my turn at white elephant...

Gift giver of the year goes to Abby. Thanks for my rice pillow :)

Well, maybe Dusty is gifter of the year... with this little lady. Fifi, the rat was unwrapped by my lovely husband. Fifi, the rat, didn't make it through the weekend. I promise we fed & watered her but she prob got a little too cold in the garage.

Wrapped up the night with Minute to Win it games. Hil.ar.i.ous!

Our First Moments with Lanie

2011-12-11T21:05:00.000-06:00

Wanted to document all our first moments with Lanie....

Im an Auntie again!

2011-12-05T09:51:00.000-06:00

Melanie Rose Cosby

born 12-5-11 @ 12:11 am

7'9 & 20.5in

She is cute as a button. My first niece!!

Season's 1st Snow!

2011-11-30T21:36:00.000-06:00

The excitment of the first snow is magical! The girls watched as the rain slowly changed from flakes and cheered as the flakes grew fluffy and the rain stopped. It definitely changed the mood around the house from a gloomy morning to celebration! Even Gus was loving it.

But we couldn't just stay in all morning. Gus needed to get his first taste of the white stuff and the girls and I didn't want to miss it! So out we went to the front porch... I know Im a downer. Ha. Lunch was on the stove and so we ventured out just for a few minutes. But, it was perfect still.

Obviously, Gus enjoyed it.

And I think its safe to say we're ready for more...

Thanksgiving 2011

2011-11-30T21:29:00.000-06:00

These are the 3 measly pictures I have to show for this years Thanksgiving. I am Seriously slacking! I wasn't feeling great. I guess I will use that as my excuse for now. :) But, in all honesty, it was a whirlwind day. Two dinner a few hours apart, lots of family to visit in little time, not to forget our black friday tradition.

The above pics were taken at my parent's house where my beautiful mama hosted the most.delicious.meal I have EVER had. It was so good in fact I ate seconds (or thirds) even though I was feeling exceptionally nauseas. It was the only meal I ate all day! So good! We headed over to Jeff's parents house for the rest of the evening to talk and play with family. The girls had a fantastic day.

The hubs & I met up with great friends for our now annual trip to Edinburgh for black friday shopping. It was superb again! The company outweighs everything- though the deals are sweet too.

24 Days of Thanksgiving Wrap Up

2011-11-28T09:45:00.001-06:00

I am much better at keeping up daily accounts on Facebook. Just because of its ease to post. I finished my daily thankful 'reminders' on there and wanted to copy them over here. It is quite neat to see the moods I was in each day this month! I would love to have a heart of Thankfulness every day. Its sad that sometimes its hard to squeeze it out.

‎11: Today and every day I am thankful for those who serve our country on & off our soil. It is such an admirable, selfless job! Thanks!

12: Thankful for so many wonderful friends & family to be around to share in celebrating life!

13: Thankful for time. Time with God, with those we love, the present.

14:‎ Thankful for plenty of food to eat.

15: Thankful for reminders: Listening to my little girls praying before their (pretend) tea party. Reminds me that I may be not messing everything up! :)

16: Thankful for our playgroup. These kids are awesome and the moms are even cooler! Getting ready to have them all invade soon...

‎17: Thankful for baby kicks. They make me smile everytime.

18: Thankful for wonderful parents to raised me to self sufficient and confident.

‎19: Thankful my husband thinks Im sexy in sweats!

‎20 & 21 : Thankful for a warm house on rainy days and plenty of warm clothes to put on myself and my kids. Even if my belly is getting too big for most of them, and I wish I could go out and buy the newest/best for my kids. We are very well taken care of :)

‎22: Thankful to have a sense of humor on days like today.

23: Thankful for the feeling holidays gives most people.

24: Thankful for all the wonderful people who are in my children's lives that continue to help mold them with Jeff and myself. Since 'it takes a village to raise a child' I am thankful to have the best family and friends around! Plus a Heavenly Father who guides and protects!

Trading BOWS for BLUE

2011-11-25T21:40:00.000-06:00

Time seems to be in warp speed as we are still trying to wrap our brains around bringing a little man into our home soon. I, actually, am getting pretty pumped about the new adventure. Overwhelmed at times, but still pumped.

A few updates on this pregnancy so far...

At 26 weeks I have gained 12 lbs. I think this is fairly close to what I was with the girls.

Girls are really excited about having a baby brother.

Nothing done in the nursery yet. Alot of stuff on my 'Nesting' list to do! Mainly some home projects that we've let slip and won't be up to doing with a newborn. I wrote one out when I was pregnant with Leah too. Nothing like a baby on the way to light a fire under your rump!

I feel good. Starting to get alot of heartburn lately. This time its definitely worse than with the girls. Its like I need to breathe fire! Possibly a full head of hair? We'll see. This means no cravings anymore.

Lil man is much more active in the womb than before. But, he seems to be pretty mellow all together. Id love for that to ring true later in the winter, too!

No names picked. Definintely open for suggestions. If I am honest, I have a list of 3-4 names that I have liked since the beginning of this pregnancy. Jeff just can't stick to one quite yet. He also seems to want to keep a secret. So, the name might be under wraps? Only time will tell :)

We Caved!

2011-11-12T15:41:00.002-06:00

When I say "we".... I mean Jeff. See, almost 4 weeks ago we decided to have the US tech put the gender of our baby in an envelope. We weren't quite sure if we were going to wait for the surprise or not. Earlier in the week Jeff told me he wanted to find out.
So a few days of planning brought us to today.... November 12, 2011. The day we found out boy or girl? It was a gorgeous afternoon. Surrounded by our close family, we cut open a box which would have either pink balloons or blue balloons. Neither of us knew.. or those in attendance.
It was so exciting. And I got more emotional than I thought!! Its a BOY! Really! I know I have been saying it all along, but really... its A B-O-Y!

Couldn't be more excited :)

Its going to happen....

2011-11-12T15:13:00.001-06:00

24 Days of Thanksgiving: Day 10

2011-11-10T13:54:00.001-06:00

Day 10:
I am so thankful for wonderful friends! I feel incredibily blessed to be surrounded by such sweet friends who not only support me, but love my kids, and go beyond to show they care!

Preparing for baby Melanie...

2011-11-09T13:55:00.004-06:00

I am getting a new niece soon. I have never had a niece. The girls and I are so excited! Baby Melanie (or Lanie) is due early December. We threw a little shower for her Mommy. It was so nice! The weather was perfect!

In 5 weeks or less we will be welcoming a new sweet bundle to our family. Parker will be a big bro. And my big bro doesn't get to make fun of me anymore bc that Lanie is going to make him MELT! He often teases me bc I handle situations with the girls differently (more tenderly) than he does with Parker. He says I was meant to have girls... I say, now so are you! ha

24 Days of Thanksgiving: Day 8 & 9

2011-11-09T13:49:00.002-06:00

Day 8:
I am so thankful to be pregnant. There are so many wonderful women out there to deeply long to carry a child. Not to mention the stress that comes along with infertility or miscarriage. Its ugly. My heart aches for those women. But, I trust in our Lord, who is consistant and knows what is best for us. Today, Ayla laid on the couch with me and sang to my belly "Jesus loves Me" then looks up and says, "if you get real close the baby can hear me". So blessed.

Day 9:
I am thankful for technology. Technology fars surpasses anything I can comprehend. Even though its over my head I can still order food, gifts, and services for my family, email/msg/chat with friends who are far away or just down the road, find recipes and inspiration to better make my house a home, and so much more. I do feel like alot of evil goes down on the internet, but a whole lot of good too :)

24 Days of Thanksgiving: Day 6 & 7

2011-11-07T12:15:00.002-06:00

Day 6: Thankful for 2 beautiful children who are full of life, fun, sassy, sweet & cuddly.

Day 7: Today I was thankful for my mom. She celebrated her bday yesterday. I am not only thankful for another year with my mom, but also so thankful to have been raised by such a strong woman. We have not always been close when growing up, but she is one of my best friend's now.

24 Days of Thanksgiving: Day 5

2011-11-05T13:21:00.002-05:00

Today I am thankful for a creative God. A God of every detail. The deep sky. The crisp air. The changing of seasons. There is no way anyone could have done a better job. As I look out the window and see the leaves falling I am reminded of him in every moment.

24 Days of Thanksgiving: Day 4

2011-11-04T15:47:00.002-05:00

I am so very thankful to be able to be a stay at home mom. It was something that Jeff and i prayed about and discussed even before we were married or had kids. I very, very much love being a nurse and am equally thankful for that opportunity God has given me. But, right now my place is in the home no matter the income we bring in, I know we will figure it out. There is a saying that "they are only this little once". I usually giggle when I hear that, but realize its true as time is slipping away... my kids are growing older and stronger... more kiddos and milestones enter the picture... and I am so tired!
Staying at home is most definitely NOT glamorous. But, it is where I am supposed to be.

Lark Ranch

2011-11-03T15:36:00.003-05:00

As always Lark Ranch was something we all looked forward too! The weather was wonderful fall weather. The girls had a blast! We spent most of the afternoon there dinner, animals, and playing for hours. Some good friends met up with us too! Can't beat that :)

24 Days of Thanksgiving: Day 3

2011-11-03T09:05:00.002-05:00

I am thankful for Thursday each week. Thursday is the only day of the week that we don't get up early for something and get to stay in and rest, play, or whatever we like! Its our pj day. I am most thankful, because next year we will not have a "pj day" since Ayla will be in school!

24 Days of Thanksiving: Day 2

2011-11-02T09:39:00.001-05:00

I am thankful for a husband that mopped for me last night at 930.

24 Days of Thanksgiving: Day 1

2011-11-01T13:56:00.001-05:00

I am thankful for severe fatigue. It reminds me of the little babe that is growing and thriving inside me.

Pumpkin Patch 2011

2011-10-31T09:43:00.004-05:00

One the joys of being a stay home mom is being able to pick up and do fun things with the girls. When fall rolls around I am always craving our trip to the pumpkin patch in town. Well, actually its a locally owned produce place, but they have such a neat location.

The weather had been unseasonably warm. I vaguely remember each year being chilly or rainy or both. I love to look back at the year before and see how the girls grew, but until the computer is done at the 'doctor' I will just have to cherish what I do have.

The girls loved running around and choosing our pumpkins and filled the cart for me. Id say they got a little overzealous, but that's ok.

They chose lots of colors and shapes and sizes. Mama even found some to stack --defintely my fave. And speaking of shape... this was my reflection at 18wk6days. Just about as close as Ive gotten to a belly pic lately. :) Still makes me smile though...

Flower Girl

2011-10-27T22:12:00.005-05:00

At the beginning of October, Jeff's cousin Amy got married and asked Ayla to be one of her flower girls. We waited to talk much to Ay about it so the excitement wouldn't wear off. But, let me tell ya, this girl was pumped. She did so good and could make a living at this! What a life!

We had a great time being with family and I love seeing all our nephews dolled up, too :) I was afraid that Leah would be jealous. But, she got alot of attention and didn't totally realize she wasn't part of the show.

Regardless, a good time was had by all!

Baking Adventures

2011-10-26T15:27:00.004-05:00

Fall seems like the best time to stay in and bake. Sipping mulled cidar is optional, but encouraged :) I have started out with a bang! This past few weeks brought us lots of yummy goodies!!

'C' shaped sugar cookies for c-day at Ayla's school

Choc Chip pancake mini muffins

Pumpkin Sticky buns

Pumpkin Spice muffins

Here we go...

2011-10-26T14:32:00.006-05:00

My poor blog keeps getting neglected. Here are a few catchups from the past month or so. My computer is still not out of recovery and we are in full "fall" mode. Which for this mama means baking, sweaters, windows open, projects, and dance season opening. Fall is my fave!

Teach your kids to give, it pays in the end. Gifts for a sick neighbor.

We've celebrated a few birthdays which means family & fun.

Naughty puppy!! Likes to dig in my flower pots...

Leah got a new big girl room and we LOVE it!

Lots of playing outside and park trips!

Science Time

2011-10-17T09:21:00.000-05:00

Sometimes the best learning can happen in your own back yard. One day the girls were playing outside while I was cooking lunch. Ayla came running in puzzled. I went to check it out...

Mushrooms!

The girls thought they were very interesting. Ayla didn't want to touch them alot, but asked if we could eat them. (ew)

Leah was super fascinated though. Really into touching and exploring why & how they got in our yard.

This fall has been great for being outside and exploring!

Easy does it.

2011-10-17T08:43:00.004-05:00

In desperate measures, I decided to unload my camera card (with 317 pics) on Jeff's work laptop. He's been kind enough to leave it with me most days, so I am not 'out of touch' with the world. In attempt to catch the blog up with my Life365 pics I am going to try to upload on blogger.

Easy does it. As to not overwhelm.

We thought it'd be funny to snap a fam pic as we all were decked out for the Colts one day. Gus gladly joined. But, I don't think he could see.

Ayla had another dentist check up. This time she went back all by herself without mama. That was more sad for me, I think. She did so good and Md gave her a good checkup!

I never thought Id be "that mom" who would put papers on the fridge, but ever since Ayla got into school its been really hard to resist!

Lots going on...

2011-10-11T08:23:00.004-05:00

There has been plenty going on to keep us busy lately. Don't worry I have been still taking my pics and trying to keep up with my Life 365 project even though I can't post them on here or FB. I feel very odd and disconnected without being able to use my computer, printer, or upload pics.

My laptop, which if you missed it got dropped and crashed, has been running nonstop on a recovery software for what I am guessing close to 3 weeks straight. Ugh. I keep trying to stay positive bc I have no clue what that means. We still aren't trying to save anything BUT our precious family memories, but it is apparently in the back of the harddrive and its running through the hard stuff right now. Keep praying friends!

I really miss posting pics on here and I am sure you guys prob stopped reading this. I am not good at cell phone pics, but I will try to get a few on here. Just don't want to risk losing my pictures again!!

On baby news.... I am 19 weeks pregnant now! This is past half way from the point I had Ayla and right on half way from where we had Leah. That seems crazy to me. I am starting to feel lil babe more and more. Which is an answer to my prayers :) My belly is really starting to pop out and I feel bigger! I still feel good about not finding out BUT peer pressure may make me crack!! Ah

Ayla was a flower girl for the first time this weekend. It was So fun and cute and exhausting ha. She did wonderful. I hope my girls get a chance to do it again! A friend just posted this on FB for me. My lil family!!!
The Owens clan
Leah's big girl room is starting to come together and looks amazing. She was very hesitant that first night but has never had a problem going to sleep. Naps are a bit harder to get her down, but she is still on her same schedule--thankfully!!

It happened....

2011-10-04T20:57:00.003-05:00

Im selling this...
(let me know if anyone interested in baby girl bedding)

Because my littlest one is sound asleep in her big girl bed... in her new big girl room. (insert tear) She was pittiful. Tearful. Uncertain. But, nonetheless, sleeping.

Hey Baby

2011-09-29T08:02:00.004-05:00

Im 17 wk 1 day pregnant.

N/V gone, but my desire for cooking is still non existant. Which is proving to be costly.

Cravings are cereal, Bobe's pep sticks, pasta, and chips & salsa. This is completely different than with my girls. Which all I wanted was apples.

8 pounds gained- which is clearly explained by my cravings. I keep trying to figure out where I was at this point with girls.

We had an apt Monday, its amazing what hearing that little heartbeat will do for me.

Md playfully asked, "so I bet you wanna peek?" and we declined. I am currently riding this wave of possibly not finding out the gender. Not sure whats wrong with me? So, out of my norm.

I wish I could insert belly photo here... but 1. comp still dead and 2. I haven't taken one.

Technical Difficulties

2011-09-28T13:41:00.002-05:00

Seriously.

It stinks to not have my computer at moment's whim. I will be the first to admit that it was probably a God-thing, as I found myself researching for dance, purusing FB, or reading emails when I could have been snuggling, reading, or playing with my babes.

I can at times use my old laptop that is ancient and some keys stick (sorry for gram. errors). While my laptop has been on "rehab" software trying to save my harddrive-- or at least the important stuff-- for well over 14000 hrs. Im serious.

Do you ever feel like when you are studying more or really into God's word that you feel the most tempted or troubled. Geez. I say this every time I get into a new book or bible study! I started a wonderful Beth Moore study at the beginning of this month. It is wonderful and can definitely changes. BUT my kids want to be the death of me, my cell phone works 50% of the time, my computer crashed with 2 yrs of precious memories not backed up and all my dance stuff, along with pregnancy ups and downs....

I am feeling kinda beat up.

But, I know who will win overall :)

I will definitely have alot to catch up on. Life is moving as normal. The girls are busy as ever. Dance season is starting. Fall is definitely here! And I am 17 wks pregnant today :)

I will do a baby post soon. I don't really want to dl any pics on this un reliable computer, so no belly pics, but I am def getting bigger!

Give Back

2011-09-21T07:07:00.000-05:00

We started Ay's give jar a couple weeks ago.

Its going wonderful.

She can earn 2 coins a day by completing chores (making bed, feeding pets), being helpful, and no time-outs. She gets to choose what to do with the coins... give both, save both, or split them- 1 in piggy bank,1 in give jar. Some days she earns more. And she always chooses to put at least part in her jar.

I feel like we are teaching her so many lessons in one jar.

Sharing, Saving, Self Control, Decision making, Earning & Losing a reward.

PS. a joint effort of my littest one and myself one morning led to dropping my laptop on its belly. and its gone. please pray for the contents of 2 yrs of our photos on there... posts will come when its working....

Busy Weekend

2011-09-19T09:16:00.000-05:00

Fall festivities are picking up for our family now. No more "what are we doing this weekend" because it seems we're bookin' up again! ha This weekend the girls rode in the parade and then went to the homecoming game with Jeff and myself.

The next morning we got up bright and early to go cheer on daddy and mimi. They ran a 10k at French Lick. They both placed well. The weather was gorgeous! We walked around, shopped at the fall festival going on, and hung out with family :)

My mom is awesome

So is this hottie :)

That evening was Leah's buddy "bop" (belle)'s birthday party

Aren't they sweet!

Big Stuff

2011-09-15T19:03:00.000-05:00

Last Wednesday was not only Ayla's first day of school, but it was Jeff's 32nd bday!

The next day was Ay's first day of dance 2011!

10 years ago...

2011-09-11T18:44:00.004-05:00

Ten years ago today I was just starting my freshman year of college at USI. It was a Tuesday, I was new. I walked into my nursing lecture normal. But, walked out changed. When I came out of the classroom (just minutes after the first plane crashed), I found piles of students around tv carts in the hall. I didn't understand why the tvs were there or why people were sobbing.

I hurried my walk home and turned on my tv. I couldn't turn my head. I couldn't blink my eyes as tears streamed down my face. I couldn't believe I watching a real life horror film... fathers, mothers, daughters, brothers, friends trapped, knowing they will not get out alive. I literally fell on my knees praying aloud inches away from the screen in disbelief.

I felt sick as the news coverage panned to other attacks... the pentagon, the field (meant for the white house), then the 2nd plane smashed into the tower live. live.

This was life for so many people. Someone was taking a vacation or coming home from a business trip caught in chaos thousands of miles in the air. Someone was going to a job interview or dropping off their children in daycare while they went to their 9 to 5. So many people not realizing God was calling them to be a hero or it was thier turn to go home. It was also that day that reaffirmed nursing was the right profession for me.

Its still hard to swallow when I think about the emotions of that day for me. Watching the images of the plane, the soot covered firemen/policemen risking everything, the normal joes pulling strangers from wreckage, the people jumping from the building in desperation. But, I watching from the background. I can't image the nightmares of the victims, those who lost loved ones, citizens of New York.

Thank you to all who risked your lives to help others.

9/11/01 will forever be etched in our memories. I pray we can be one nation under GOD and never forget...

Wonder Lab on Labor Day

2011-09-11T16:05:00.000-05:00

After having some awesome fall weather my family is kinda sick of the heat SOO when Labor Day weekend was 100 degree weather we were less than thrilled. ha I grew up with a pool and always swam and spent that last weekend in the sun. But, we were ready to move on.

I have heard some really good things about the Wonder Lab in Bloomington. We decided to venture over for the afternoon and I am so glad we did :) The whole weekend ended up being just what we needed.

Mold of Ay's lil body haha Cracks me up!

Leah loved making music. I feel like she is bound to do something with music when she is older. She loves to dance and sing! We are hoping to find an old piano for the house sometime soon.

The bubble room was awesome!

All in all it was a great day! So much better than getting a sunburn.
PS. Leah is going through a scardy cat phase. And she would not come anywhere near this dino statue!

The In Between

2011-09-09T10:13:00.000-05:00

The days in between first day of school were eventful. Prep, snuggles, etc.
We decided to start a tradition of family night before school starts. We had a back to school dinner. Ayla picked baked spag! Yum! We ate slow (key word: slow), cleaned up, played playdough etc. It was much needed!

The girls got a bath and curlers in for the big day! They are really into sleeping in curlers right now. They never complain about it. I remember being a kid and totally disliking it ha.

Then Wed came....too quick.
Here she is my preschooler. She is actually on her second day as I type!

Like I said before Daddy stayed for the event and it was really nice having him here :) Ayla loved her first day and gave us details in increments. I think she's gonna have a great year.

Next Post: Wonder Lab over Labor Day

We made it :)

2011-09-07T12:49:00.000-05:00

We had a great morning. Jeff stayed in for the morning to "be a part of the excitment" (his words). We all got up early and routine went really smooth. Probably too smooth bc I know it won't always be that easy! She was so excited and we had to keep ourselves occupied for a bit until it was time to go. She loved her class and I love her teacher! Its gonna be a good year :)

Fighting my Emotions

2011-09-06T16:01:00.001-05:00

I wish I was as strong as a super hero... but I am not. Who am I kidding? I wish I was as strong as I "pretend" to be. Though most who know the real me know I am a true softy. emotional. a crier. worry wart. imperfect.

If you look closely my oldest is growing up at lightening fast speed! In fact, preschool starts tomorrow.
I know she is super tough, super smart, and definitely ready. But, I am kinda sad. I am not emotional she is going to school. Its really hard to explain. I am just emotional about her growing up, I guess? See its a new feeling to me.

Jeff and I made a decision before we were even married that I would be a stay at home mom. period. It was just the right decision for us and its not always easy. Time has been flying by. I have been able to see every development, celebrate all the milestones, not get sleep or breaks, teach real life lessons, and snuggle on my kiddos every day.

I can't stop them from growing up. I am not sure I want them to. Each day is different, and each age is fun. I just feel myself fighting my emotions with not being there for every moment with my oldest.

On to a new chapter....

And so it begins...

2011-09-02T20:45:00.002-05:00

Ayla had her Meet The Teacher night at preschool and we start next week....

I said "we" because I am going to school with her. Is that weird? If it is, I don't want to be normal. My baby.
Sigh.

Now on to my perfect girls... I am starting to wonder if my family pictures will have another girl or perhaps a boy?

Look how sweet they are! Don't you just want to eat them?

Wrapping up

2011-09-01T20:31:00.000-05:00

We're wrapping up the summer with alot of playing outside and fun together.

The girls love being in the driveway. Ayla loves riding her bike and I'd love to get Leah to work on peddling, but she really doesn't show much interest in it. Pretty sure she's too busy!

But if you check out those babies in the back. They have been with her everywhere. Maybe she's practicing to be a big sister?
Here's my big kid-- who loves her helmet! ha

She is being very safe during her construction project ha

And Gus is loving his invisible fence... now he runs free like a crazy dog! ha But, this prego likes not having to walk the dog 10x a day!

On my mind...

2011-08-31T20:40:00.002-05:00

I have a few things on my mind. Some say it takes a village to raise a child. I totally believe it. We rely on grandparents, family, and friends to help us mold our kiddos. I will be the first to admit I am not the best mama. Though I try hard to do my best :) (obviously- ha)

A couple questions for you other experienced mamas....

Tithing lessons... how, when, what did you do? Why do I ask? Well, I picked Ay up from sunday school a few weeks ago and her teacher that day said she had a "rough morning". That totally caught me off guard bc she loves her class. She just moved up to this "big girl" class in May and is closely the youngest in there.
Anyways, the lady told me she cried when she didn't have anything to put in the offering basket. Gulp. No one told me that they collected an offerring. But I didn't want to admit to her I was a clueless mama. So did some research and found out details.
This past week I talked to her about the special basket and asked if she wanted to do chores for money to put in there. Honestly, I felt clueless. I wasn't really teaching her how to properly tithe her earnings, just to give. She Happily gave it all. She's been making her bed each day and helping with the pets now. But how did you teach or plan to teach your kiddos?

Next question... Ayla is starting school so there has been alot of talk around the house kinda "pumping" her up! Leah pretty much believes she's going. Tonight was Ay's meet the teacher night. I explained on the way to class to Leah that tonight we'd be playing in her class, but next week we'll drop her off and go play special things on our own. Leah then said, "Mommy I don't wanna play with you- Im going to preschool"
Sheesh... As if I wasn't emotional enough. Thanks Leah! I told her it would be awesome. In my head I will be a mess- who am I kidding! I wanna go to school with Ayla too. ha My question is have any of you ran into problems like this and what kind of things did you do or help (bribe- sorry) your younger child into understanding its not their turn?

HELP! Thanks in advance...

Good Finds

2011-08-29T21:42:00.000-05:00

So I have officially been consigning 2x a year for just over a year now. So I am totally new to this, but I am in love. I am in love with the feeling I get when I know I get good deals on things for my family. So the secret my friend is ALWAYS shopping before the public. And I am serious because even though there is an immense amount of items at these sales you obviously want to get quality for you money too!

Or at least I do. :)

I make a point to only get 1 "toy" item at a sale bc my kids have SO much already! This was my potato head family set air drying after I cleaned them in bleach for the kiddos. These 3 taters came in a drum full of at least 50 accessories for the girls to play with.
They LOVE it! $5

Books are great finds at consignment sales, too. Hardcover books are usually the way I go. I think I got 6 books for $1-2 each except the purple one. That is an old school Mother Goose book that I remember having as a kid! $4 and worth it for me. Also 1 dvd for $1

The fall/winter sale is good for costume findage. My friend Jessie went last year and got her cutie a dress that ended up repurposing for her cat costume. This mermaid get up was $5! Its details are gorgeous, I don't know if Ayla will wear it this year or next (or ever) but it was a great find even for dress up.

Obviously, my main reason I shop early is to find playclothes for the kiddos. I am pretty picky (most of the time) what my kiddos wear. I went crazy one year when I discovered yard sales and stored clothes that we never ended up wearing! Silly me. This way I shop just for that season or a year ahead if its a great find. Lots of things I get still have tags on them. This sale last week I ended up finding lots of great condition clothes and some NWT and winter coats NWT.

In all, it feels good knowing that I can shop til I drop and not break my family's budget. Don't get me wrong I spend plenty in stores too, but this really helps fill out their wardrobe! I kinda have a shopping habit!

In all I spent $273 on.... Potatoe Family set, 6 books, 1 dvd, 1 diaper bag, 1 baby bath tub, 1 costume, 1 newest model Medela breast pump (retails 228), 2 new coats, plus 2 tees, 6 pr of pjs, 1 skirt, 1 cardigan, 4 pr of tights, and 9 dresses. All clothes were Janie & Jake, Hannah Anderson, Gap, and Gymboree. I was a happy mom!

Park with friends and new flops

2011-08-28T13:40:00.000-05:00

I am trying to get caught up on some life happenings :)
It seems like so much is going on I haven't been so hot at keeping myself up to date on here or getting my camera out at all.
Truth be told, I am still doing the Life 365. Me and Tasha may be the only ones sticking with it. Its tough some days.
Its easier upload quickly to FB bc I don't have to worry about documenting. So they usually go on there first.
I don't just want a mess of pictures on our blog, though most ppl prob browse and move on!

We've spent much more time outside and that is making the girls, myself, and Gus very happy lately. We even made it out to the park to play with friends a couple times this week. The mornings have been so lovely... if only i can get out of my sweatpants before 11!

Leah had a nice conversation with the gorilla while we were there! It was hilarious. This monkey I believe has been around even when I was a kid- correct me if I am wrong. She kissed his forehead (ew) and got a piggy back ride too. Geez...

Just a little side-note... my dancers are selling custom made flip flops. They are so cute. We had a bunch made up already! They come in xs-xl which covers most bases (from size women/men 4-?). Before you ask we did not get Vikings or PC made up... no need. hehe We also slides (like sandals the vecro across). Let me know if anyone is interested and I can get you more info!

Preparing Ourselves

2011-08-26T01:55:00.000-05:00

We are "preparing" for all sorts of things.

I have been preparing our home for fall... including some deep cleaning, clearing out closets, many goodwill trips, and dreaming of fall decor and fall scents! I had a little shopping trip for some fall goodies and hope to find some great finds at the consignment sales coming up!

Ayla is preparing for her first year of preschool... we've upped our bedtime and added one preschool activity and/or craft a day. Leah is totally diggin this too!
I had to prepare our home for a preschooler by organizing all of our craft supplies. My storage space keeps getting shifted since our family is growing (a good problem). I really like the Montessori type of activities at home with trays related to real life... such as folding towels, sorting objects, measuring, using fine motor skils (lacing, strings, etc). That's what we're working on, its just hard to find places to store stuff!

I am preparing the girls for a new sibling in the house by lots of talk of how/what baby eats, where baby will sleep, and lots of fun baby facts. Both girls seem very receptive and excited! Even though Leah cracks up if you tell her baby will sleep in her crib! Ah.. hopefully that will change once she gets her big girl bed :)

Ayla took this belly shot almost 2 weeks ago. ha I def have a "bump"!

Most Boring Lunch Ever!

2011-08-22T20:31:00.000-05:00

We are running out of ideas for lunch.
I mean check out this sad plate!

Raw vegis, cold turkey, bean dip and cheese.
Though I am not winning any Mother of The Year awards with this lunch.. I did technically cover my bases in the food groups!

Im pleading for you Mamas out there to help me out with lunch ideas.
Especially with school starting soon and not to mention fresh fruits & vegis won't be as readily availiable!

Bring it on!

New Room

2011-08-18T12:47:00.000-05:00

Well, its not ready yet (unfortunately)!
But, we did get a good start on it thanks to my helpers... Jeff and Ayla :)

Jeff and Ayla finished painting Leah's new room last weekend. Ayla was so excited to help!
Jeff let her roll some paint on the walls and you'd think she was given an award ha

I thought her furniture would ship this week, but found it won't ship for another week or two! Ugh. Meaning her room won't be ready until September. Not that we are in a rush- just don't like projects sitting around. Leah was so excited don't want her to lose that.

Jeff took down the light to hang the new ceiling fan so the color of the wall is not true in the pics. It reminds me of a clean shade of robin's egg blue. Her new bed & dresser is white and will look so beautiful against it! One step at a time!

Mismatched Week

2011-08-14T21:51:00.002-05:00

We were lazy and busy all at the same time this week. I started cleaning out closets and organizing things that I have slacked on while feeling icky this pregnancy. I made 2 trips to Goodwill in one week and feel like I'll be going again this week. I get these little moods every once in a while realizing I don't need to hold on to "things".
We did squeeze in some fun stuff too.

Including swimming with great friends and visiting the traveling animal show.

Leah was so impressed with all the animals, while Ayla was a bit hesitant.

At the end of the week, we topped it off with building a fire and eating smmmmores!

What a great week its been.
Our family finally had a weekend at home.
And that means Leah's big girl room got paint!!

Happy 3rd Birthday Ridge

2011-08-12T21:48:00.000-05:00

Last weekend we drove up north to visit Ridge for his birthday. The girls LOVE Ridge.
We don't get to see him as much as we like, so the girls were pumped to see his new house!

Jeff's parents and our brother/sister in-law plus our nephews made the trip up too. It was fun watching them all around around before the party. The ages all range (2-10), but the get along so well. Lots of swinging, cornhole, baseball, puzzles, and blocks to infuse my girls with some good ol' fashion tomboy. But, that's ok. I was the only girl in a gaggle of boy cousins for a long time. And I loved it!

The party started and we had lots of food, fun and guests. Why is it that kids love these things so much? And whoevers idea it was to take out the kazoo noise was a genius!

Ridge was a very blessed little man with lots of cool toys, a tent, and an easel.

Happy 3rd Birthday Ridge!
We had a blast celebrating it with you :)

Ready for Fall

2011-08-09T07:42:00.000-05:00

I think most would agree that its been the hottest summer in a long, long time. The girls LOVE picnics and we haven't been able to enjoy since beginning of summer! The slight change of weather has lifted my moods and allowed us to spend more time outside.

My silly girls Loved it. And I can tell that we're gonna love when Fall decides to stick around for awhile. I am hoping for a long fall, but I guess I will take what I can get :) Don't you like their fresh hair cuts?! Ayla really needed it. Hers was down her back and now on her shoulders.

Our furbaby Gus is also a fan of the cool-ish weather. And prob a fan of the girls eating so low to the ground ha

He is getting so big! And is very hard to get a good pic of. He is So handsome and tall! I'll keep trying.

Today is kinda gloomy, but my girls are still sleeping (its 8:41) and so I get to catch up on here and think about all the fun we'll have outside. The girls seem happier when not couped up with their mama all day! Even though its gloomy it feels delish! I think we'll go ride bikes after breakfast

Hope you guys have a lovely day!

Don't do it...

2011-08-09T07:35:00.000-05:00

So, last winter my friend Jen. Made these and I thought there is NO way they really taste like AA. Anyone who knows me know I am kinda obsessed with AA and may need a AA-A class, if you know what I mean.
I came across this box in the aisle at Walmart last week and thought for $5 it would be fun for the girls to do with me. We've rolled homemade pretzels before, but they really weren't anything to write home about. Regardless, I bought them. Then called said friend and fought the urge to really bake them.

WOW.
Glad I baked them. The girls had fun rolling "snakes" and forming pretzels. We nearly ate them all. They were Very close to the real deal you get at the food courts. A little less greasy and obv cheaper. We will so do this again!!
However, it makes 8-10 pretzels and you really need to eat them that day.... so if you can live with that guilt, go for it! ha

Just laying around

2011-08-05T14:23:00.000-05:00

Early pregnancy nausea has sent this mama indoors most days. The heat really bothers me. And as we ALL know its been amazingly HOT outside. Honestly, the girls really haven't complained much bc I think we're all sick of it. You can only go to the pool so many times, too.

Gus and Leah are chums. Leah truely is his littermate. They wrestle and she headlocks him. Jeff hates it, but Gus just hangs.
He really is a good dog.

Ayla has really been into trying on my clothes, shoes, scarves, whatever. She is so cute. But the booger is causing my closet to be a mess. And since I am pretty much a lump 50% of the day it has stayed that way.

One last snap of Leah in her crib. She is not out of it quite yet, but its nice to savour these moments. Her furniture should be here in a week or so, which means we better get a painting!!! She covers her eyes like this when we come in her room. I guess so we can't see her, then happily says "peek a boo" or "helllllloo" :)

Lastly, cooking.... oh how I miss you. Its always like this in the beginning of my pregnancies. The lack of desire to cook. Which is conflicting. Because I obviously Love to cook. Good thing Leah loves cereal for breakfast. Ps. she got this habit from her father.

2011-08-01T08:26:00.000-05:00

The girls really look forward to gymnastics days, especially Ayla.
Even though its sometimes hard to get them there and coordinate it all since their classes are back to back, I feel like its worth it.
Some things are finally starting to click to Leah.

Leah is finally doing a front roll on her own. Something that her more "clumsy" sis accomplished at 18mo... Leah is now independently doing it at 27mo. She doesn't like the bars alot, but is doing well with everything else.

Ayla loves all her new activities and has got to ring the bell (you do this when you accomplish a new task) several times in the last few weeks. We are really proud of her. She is a funny thing to watch. Just kinda akward in some movements, but I can see her growing into her body daily :) Ayla does really well on the bars, and is still a little hesitant on the beam at times. But so much better than last year.

The girls are growing up so fast!

We love them both to pieces :)

Early Pregnancy

2011-07-29T09:29:00.000-05:00

Yes, I am already having cravings. Those of you from our area know exactly what these are.
They are heaven.... I mean, pepperoni sticks from Bobes.

Quite possibly these are my weakness!

Now, don't get me wrong I have the usual cravings I have had with both girls carbs, lots and lots of apples, etc.
Right now I am pretty much sick to my stomach 24/7. Never actually getting sick, just feeling sick.
Which leaves me to drinking alot of water and eating something almost hourly. My womanly figure is beginning to become a little tooo womanly too quick. hehe

I am usually at my Zumba class 1-2x a week. Love it. Plus my studio time. After I went back to Z with my miscarriage a woman asked me... "so do you think you pushed yourself too hard" (the class is very tough) Ugh. My response was a very polite, "no". As I didn't need to feel like I did something wrong to cause loosing the baby. Regardless, after finding out I was pregnant again I felt the need to not go to class for a month. Now studio class is back in session and I went back to Z. Not pushing it but it feels good to be moving my body again.

At 8.5 weeks now my belly lump is so much more apparent than any other pregnancy!
Its such a cool, short time in a woman's life I am trying to not feel fat but blessed :)

PS. Those of you who are curious-- Yes, I ate them all by myself proudly hehe

Baby In your tummy...

2011-07-29T09:16:00.000-05:00

The girls love saying "my mommy has a baby in her tummy"
Ayla has said it to her friends, their parents, and strangers in line at WalMart.

She is very proud :)

Leah says it looks like a worm. hehe

PS> Im totally trying to catch up today.

Honest Blogging

2011-07-22T20:00:00.003-05:00

It's so nice to look at all the blogs across blogland that I read and see the "perfect families" with "angelic children" but if we can be honest with ourselves.... that isn't honest blogging. No man is perfect and all children misbehave at times. If we never made mistakes we would never have anything left to learn.

Lately, I have really noticed my imperfections as a parent. Early pregnany hormones have me sent to the couch most days feeling sick and tired. Boy, am I sick of being sick and tired. I remind myself of the days ahead where I will feel normal and joyful. But, I am a girl and feel sorry for myself most days. When really I should feel sorry for my hubs for dealing with my "girly moods". We stack up books on the couch and I go through the motions.

I look back to a year ago when we decided to go off of birth control. At this point in time I truely felt like I was a baby making factory. With both of our girls we were pregnant within 2 mo of stopping the meds. After 5-6 months I started to doubt myself.... then Valentines day 2011 we found out we were expecting!! What an amazing gift to give my hubs. We were very excited. But, excitement was short lived. Within 9 days of finding out we were expecting we were faced with a week of bleeding and lots of lab work. Then what I thought would NEVER happen to me, happened.

I have had so many friends facing infertility and miscarriages. Its ugly and you never think you will be able to handle it. But, God is good. Always. I will always carry that baby within me. I will always tear up thinking of the heartache, but I am stronger because of it. I may not understand why some woman have these problems, but I am not angry with God for it. Beautiful children get loving homes through adoption and foster homes. And miracles happen when we least expect it.

We feel so blessed to be pregnant again. I don't expect this child to come out speaking in sentences, sleeping through the night, and never cry. Because life is messy and wonderful at the same time. Always expect me to be honest on here. Because I want to look back at the heartaches and happiness with the same amount of reverence.

Our Future

2011-07-21T09:05:00.000-05:00

Flashforward to March 2012

We are truly blessed :)

The Heat is making us a little crazy...

2011-07-20T08:48:00.000-05:00

The heat has made us a little crazy lately.
We've spent alot of time indoors because its hard to breathe as soon as we open the door!
I have found our barbie's in new action poses. Like Barbie Man above working out his abs.

The girls really love doing crafts and drawing. I let Leah use markers for the first time this week. For the most part the markers stayed on the paper. ha Leah likes to draw circles and practice her colors. She isn't recognizing her colors as well as I remember Ayla doing. She only knows a couple. Pink and Brown, I believe. She draws lots of circles, but tells a HUGE story that coincides with her picture.

Ayla is becoming quite the artist lately also. She really like to draw people. See below: Jeff & my portraits. ha
My fave is Jeff's hair! She said, he needs alot of hair. ha It also looks as if he is wearing glasses, but I think it's his arms. I am looking forward to have a body in her drawings. But, right now we are the cutest big headed, no bodied parents EVER. :)

Is it bad that I am looking forward to a gloomy, rainy day soon?

Ridge pays us a visit....

2011-07-19T14:37:00.001-05:00

Our nephew came to visit for a few days. We were sure excited to spend a little extra time with him alone since he lives a few hours away and we don't visit nearly as often as we hope!

Uncle Jeff had a little shadow. And I think he enjoyed having more testosterone in the house! ha

Aren't they a cute bunch?

I can't belive how hard it is to get 3 kids all looking in same direction and not scowling!

We loved our sweaty afternoon with Ridge :)

Real Life...

2011-07-18T12:39:00.000-05:00

Proof: My family missed me while I was away at camp.

A week away...

2011-07-18T12:37:00.000-05:00

My week away, was not relaxing..

or glamorous.... or anything of the sort.

It was DANCE CAMP.
Ha.
I have been coaching for over 6 years now. Its crazy to think of all the camps, clinics, fundraisors, competitions, etc I have been apart of.
I still very much love it, but most of the time its very stressful. Especially, if it involves leaving my children.

This was one of the best camps I have attended. Great teams, coaches, and staff. However, the food was Awful and not seeing my kids and husband for an extended amount of time wore me OUT!

But I can't say enough about the dancers we have this year. Such sweet, funny kids! We did really well in competition and they were all troopers through the whole week! We had parents come up almost every night to do something special for the girls.

Like foot spas for tired feet!

I felt like I had it all "handled" I cooked dinners to freeze, laid out clothes, cleaned the house, and set up sitters. My hopes were for Jeff to have a laid back fun 4 days. NOPE. Ayla got sick (just a fever--but still) which through off our sitters and he ended up staying home with them most of one day and sleeping with her through the night. :( He is such a great dad! I can not thank him enough.

All in all I was proud of my dancers for all their hard work. Feel blessed to have such a wonderful, hands on husband. And SO glad to be home. Getting back to normal life of cooking and cleaning has been hard!

Life 365: Aftermath

2011-07-09T08:53:00.000-05:00

This summer has by far the fastest of my life... At least that I can remember!
With all the running here and weekends there, my brain feels a little frazzled.
I do feel like we've lived it to the fullest, however!

I called this week the 'aftermath'.
It was the first full week at home, after all the busyness that has taken place, that we had NO plans.
Except for the insane amount of laundry that needed washed, folded and put away.
Not to mention the pile of dishes from our 4th of July party!

I had no motivation to do such things!
So what if my play room was messy? Or we stayed in pjs most of the day?

So this week, we played outside... walked in the yard with Gus.....

braided our hair when we decided to get out of pjs....

and swam with friends....

It was a good week, but I gotta buckle down. Dance camp is coming up soon and that means this mama is away from her hubs and kiddos for 4 days :( I have to clean the house, pack my bag, pack dance stuff, make freezer meals, lay out the girl's clothes, and so much more before I leave! Oh man!

At least I got one week of laziness in!

Independence Day 2011

2011-07-08T18:32:00.000-05:00

Its alot of work having a shindig, but we love doing it.
I think our 4th of July party is my fave party we throw every year bc you're not worried about a "theme" or birthday.
Its just a good excuse to get together and have a good time.

We had lots of friends and family over for dinner and even more showed up to watch the fireworks.
I forgot to get my camera out all afternoon, but still got some good shots.

Ayla loves her great-grandma

Daisy & "Bop"

This sadly is the only pic I got of my two girls together. The kids were running wild and this is as good as it gets. Good thing they are cute! ha :) Mimi got in on the lovin' too! Isn't my mama beautiful?!

Our little family

Ayla's first sparkler.... looks like a ragamuffin!

Hope you had a tasty 4th of July!

Holiday World

2011-07-06T17:49:00.001-05:00

Enough Said....

Another year gone...

2011-07-06T17:40:00.000-05:00

We get to spend time every year with my in-laws at French Lick.
We always look forward to squishing together and having a great time!

The kids spent the first night together heading over to the playground by the villas and buring off energy.

This was an "off" year for us. We didn't get the same week as usual to share with his parents so our trip was split and went way too quick. The weather was awful most of the time, which meant no trip to the gardens.
That is usually my fave part.

Meaning I also had to skip a year of our family pic there. Bummer.

It amazes me how big the cousins are getting. They are growing up so fast!
Soon they won't want to play instead be texting and want to go to the casino.

Time flies by.
But we always enjoy our time together.

After a full day of playing and swimming a tthe pool we planned a trip to Holiday World!

Gus is Growing

2011-07-05T13:55:00.000-05:00

Our little man is getting so big! I took him in for shots just 3 wks after we had brought him home. In that time Gus had grown from 9lbs to 17lbs! We really love him and we are so happy to have him in our home. Though there are days that I am not a "fan" of having a dog... there are plenty of days that I love him very much :)

Gus will be going to puppy obeidience classes soon.
My goal is to get him to understand not to jump and not be so excitable around other pups.

In other news, we spent alot of time decorating and preparing for our annual 4th of July party.
It was really hard bc we spent the few days before at French Lick with Jeff's parents. It was a mad rush to get ready, but so worth it!

Happy 4th of July America!

2011-07-04T09:57:00.001-05:00

Hoping everyone has a wonderful and safe Independence Day! :) We have alot of festivities planned. Right now we are cooking and cleaning, so no time to post pics. But, I'll be back!

Travelers, We Are

2011-06-30T22:02:00.000-05:00

I feel like this summer has been non-stop traveling.
Please do not assume I am complaining.
I am just tired of packing, unpacking, laundry... repeat.

We were back at our annual French Lick retreat last weekend.
And were lucky to share a couple days with friends.
Abby, Jake and their girls had a sleepover with us and it was SO good getting to know them more!

We kept ourselves busy with crafts, movies, arcades, lots of good food, swimming and bowling.

The Dad's were supposed to golf but we had bad weather. Lucky for us we got to all hang together.
The dad's bowled with the older girls while we window shopped.

Of course, swimming. LOTS. of. swimming. this summer!

The girls are quite the fishes and I think with lessons hopefully later this summer (or more likely fall) they will be swimming floaty free!

Ayla's confidence has grown leaps and bounds this year. Especially, in regards to the water!
We couldn't be more proud of both our girls.
Its fun to watch them mature lately in all areas.

Now, if we could just stand still for a few minutes I may appreciate it more! :)

Park Day

2011-06-29T09:07:00.000-05:00

It had been a while since we went to park. Actually, we have been traveling so much and using our pool passes that we haven't been ALL summer. That is kinda strange for us, since we love the park and its so close to the house.

One gloomy day and off to the park. It was perfect.
This post isn't too exciting. Just a bunch of pics not alot of fluff. Sometimes thats my fave kind of post!

Flash Forward 14 yrs= scarrrry!

My sweet girl loving her park day. I promised her we wouldn't wait so long in btwn our next trip :)

We even saw friends there!

These two have been pals for a long time! Makes me wish Leah had a buddy, other than her sis, of course!

Lovin' our summer.
Here's to hoping it slows down a bit so we can savour these moments....

Daviess Co Fair Booth

2011-06-27T09:26:00.000-05:00

For the past few years our team has been lucky enough to have a spot at the fair. A good spot.
Its a covered booth. No set up, everything is there ready for us.

Our parents set up shop for the week and the dancers serve lots of yummy food to fair go-ers.
Its a good time, usually hot, and a long week. I love how hard my parents & dancers work! They truely rock!

Abby & I took our turn as coaches to work a shift.
We brought our older girls along for the day. Thankfully, they were pretty good.

We ate an amazing amount of food!
Lemon Shake Ups, Pronto Pup, Fish Sandwich, Elephant Ear, Caramel Apples, *sigh

PS. There was a robot-like transformer-ish type guy there.
The girls and I cracked UP! He was hitting on them... saying "hey pretty girl"
It was a good week...

Gymnasts!

2011-06-24T14:57:00.001-05:00

Ayla had been begging to go back to gymnastics and I kept repeating "after dance is over". Well, the day after dance was over she was asking again. I guess I put it off long enough. Now both girls are enrolled in classes.

Leah started her first class. Its the same 'Mommy & Me' type class that I did with Ayla at this age. She loved it! You are given several stations with instructions and the teachers is there to guide you through them. Leah listened well and waited her turn (for the most part). She liked hanging from the bars and jumping on the trampoline the most.

Ayla moved up into a class without Mommy. She listened really well and followed all instructions. I was really proud. Ayla is a bit hesitant about some tasks. Not "fearful" but bordering on it if I let her. We really encourage her to face things head on and its helped her come of it. She got to ring the bell for accomplishing a task for the first time. Jeff got to stay and watch the class so I missed it. But, I am sure she'll be ringing it again soon.

Rounding out our trip to VA

2011-06-24T14:44:00.002-05:00

See the purpose of this trip was to celebrate my cousin's impending graduation. The ceremony was on Monday, and though we missed it due to Jeff needing to be back at work, the trip was a success.

Mimi, Papaw, & Uncle Nick (my lil bro) made the drive down to and got to stay longer to see all the cool sites in DC!
Ayla got some snuggles from Mimi

My lil bro and dad pretending to have an intelligent conversation. Nick does this every time he knows I am taking a picture of him. It cracks me up. I will have to prove this to you with photgraphic evidence later.

Ben, the grad with his friends at the party. Ayla was so spoiled ha
They had this party in a rented room at a local sports restaurant. The food was SO good!

Ayla with my cousin Alex. We will have to do this drive again, bc next year is her turn!
(PS my other child was there, I swear.)

See there she is! Just hanging around ...
More proof of Leah at the party. All her animals lined up helping her eat 5 servings of macncheese... I wish I was lying, but that is what she ate. Oh, and some salad. Ha. It was pretty tasty stuff though, in her defense.

Life 365: Fresh

2011-06-24T14:38:00.000-05:00

Our Produce Patch is my fave place this time of year.
Right now we are eating watermelon usually twice a day.
For dinner the other night we had fresh beans, first sweet corn of the year, fresh asparagus, and cilantro chicken (made with cilantro from my herb garden). My favorite time of year.
I love knowing my kiddos are eating good, quality foods.
And I Love eating it! ha
Last night made fresh salsa with homegrown tomatoes and other stuff from garden.
For lunch we enjoyed my veggie pizza also made with all fresh ingredients.

Oh the joys of summer!

Happy Father's Day!

2011-06-23T08:48:00.001-05:00

Its better late than never!
Since we were traveling on Father's Day I wasn't able to write how much the men in my life mean to me :)
And sadly, forgot to snap any pics of any of them.

Luckily, they don't care. They love me just the way I am... usually a little late (since having kids at least).

I have always been a daddy's girl. No one, in this world, in my eyes is cooler, better, faster, stronger, or smarter, than MY dad.
He taught me to be strong and stand up for myself, he taught me when to speak and when to not, he loved me even at my worst...
Now he is my girl's papaw. Which gives him a edge. My girls love him so much. He gives them hugs and rides on his lawn mower.

Jeff's dad is such a wonderful guy. He supports all his kids in any endevour. I am not sure what we would do without this help, advice, ideas, and organization. Most of all he Adores our girls. You would have never known he only had boys. Because the day the girls were born he was a natural. He would go to the ends of the earth for us.

I am lucky to have my grandpa around. He is so smart and sweet. Ayla often asks if she can see great- grandma & grandpa. She has always had a special connection with them. I spent most of my growing years with my grandparents. They let me stay the night, go camping, let me watch them cook amazing meals, etc. I feel so blessed that my kids get to know him and spend time with him!

Last but not least, Jeff. The father of my children. Bread-winner of the household. Our handy man.
My soul mate (or Prince as the girls say).
I am so glad God chose Jeff for me. He is more than I ever expected out of a husband. He is my best friend. He puts up with my sassiness and loves on the girls with all his might! He is such a wonderful father, always thinking of the girls first and himself last. I know I don't tell him enough but I appreciate everything he does for us So very much.

Road Trip....Why not?!

2011-06-20T21:45:00.001-05:00

Wednesday night I re-started Leah's potty training. She took to it Amazingly!
She was definitely ready for it this time.

When I decided to take that plunge I had NO clue we would 'spur of the moment' plan a road trip to visit family in VA to celebrate my cousin's graduation.
But that is what we did.

No worries.
We went with the flow, so to speak.

Friday afternoon we took off on our first 11hr car ride!
Potty seat joined us-- and it was frequented.

Many pit stops to stretch our legs and potty breaks.

And this big sister is SUCH a wonderful traveler.
We couldn't be more proud of the two of those kiddos.
I am SO TIRED!

Princesses on the Run...

2011-06-20T21:19:00.000-05:00

Whirlwind...

2011-06-20T21:16:00.000-05:00

I feel myself always playing catch up on here. I remember when there was a time when blogging wasn't a chore. Not that keeping this gallery of our life and times is "a chore". It lately just seems so hard to find the time and energy to sit down and upload pics.... or wait TAKE THE PICS haha

Such is life, I guess.

We've been busy this summer. Its all good stuff.
But, honestly, I love the days where we stay in our pjs all day.

Craft at the table with crumbs still stuck on from breakfast.
Feeling accomplished by being somewhat unaccomplished.

But, that doesn't mean I should neglect documenting our memories on here.
So expect more from us soon....

Day at the Zoo with Uncle Mitch

2011-06-14T21:29:00.000-05:00

The weather has calmed down and has been so pleasent.
The girls and I met up with Uncle Mitch, Megan, & Parker at the Mesker Park Zoo.

This was our first trip, but as you can see we had a fabulous time.

Watching the kids feed the girraffes was by far my favorite part of the day.

I love my big bro. He is such a free, fun daddy and loves on my girls!
He would do anything for them.

He even bought them rides on the bumper boats. (ps my kids don't know how to steer ha)
Ayla decided before we left that she would walk. This is new bc we always have our double stroller.
I borrowed a single from a friend with hesitance, but she did SO good.
She did not complain one time!

The day kept getting better and better and we can't wait to go back again.
Preferrably on a day like we had. So nice!

Leah is so animated and loves animals and asking questions right now.
She listened very well and followed directions which could go either way for her.
But we are so proud of the lil lady she is becoming!

It turned out to be such an awesome day!

Let's get caught up...

2011-06-12T16:11:00.002-05:00

Gus is ever growing and changing. Girls are still lovin on him and we are all adjusting to having him in the house. It all seems right. Potty training is going well, as well as puppy training. He learned to sit in 5 mins and is starting to use his bell to go outside.

Saturday was my 10 yr class reunion. We had a date night and loads of fun. We got to talk to people who haven't crossed paths in months. So glad we decided to go!

Sunday we had Gus' first playdate. It was funny and interesting. We want to try to do this alot more frequently so he can calm down and enjoy playing.

Life 365: Sleepy

2011-06-09T21:25:00.000-05:00

Guess we've been pretty busy lately.
This is how I found Ayla the other day while I was making dinner.
It has been a Long, long time since she feel asleep on the couch!
One minute we were talking, the next I heard snoring.

Kinda hoping it rains a little for an excuse to slow down a bit.

Gus has been doing alot of this lately too.

PS. Gus had his shots today. 1 wk from bringing him home he has gained almost 2 lbs!!

Beatin' the Heat

2011-06-07T22:11:00.002-05:00

We have been trying to beat the heat, by spending alot of time in the water.
It seems like if we are not in the water we have to be inside. Even the dog doesn't want to play in the high heat of the day.
It's a little unbearable.

Luckily, our town has a wonderful new pool.
I have a feeling we will spend alot of time there this summer. Maybe I should buy a season pass?
I know me, if I buy a season pass we will not go! ha

The only thing that is better than swimming is swimming with friends :)

My littlest sliding under the rainbow :) I love happy accidents...
Hope you all are finding ways to beat the heat!

Summer Fun

2011-06-05T21:41:00.001-05:00

Ayla is jumping off the diving board now!!
For those who know Ayla know this is a big deal. She is very timid.
It took some convincing that she'd like it, and we weren't joking :)
She loved it!

I do believe she'll be swimming alone by the end of the summer.
We hope to get some private lessons sometime.

ps. shout out to our neighbors who let us borrow their pool while they were out of town.
it helped us beat the heat!

Leah didn't feel the need to keep her suit on hehe

Kate was jumping too.
I have a feeling her mama holds her breath when she sees this!

Becoming Friends...

2011-06-04T21:58:00.000-05:00

Silly Gus

We are loving our time with you!

The weather has been perfect for a roll in the grass

or a good belly rub!

Meet Gus

2011-06-03T21:54:00.000-05:00

The time had finally arrived. Our new puppy Gus was ready to leave his 15 littermates.
Poor guy has had quite the shock. But has 2 little girls who love him dear.

We drove to Kentucky Wednesday eve to pick him up.
The girls tried to walk him before the long drive back.
But this poor pup had never even been in the grass so he was timid.
He did well on the drive, just a little car sick.

Leah really takes the lead with him.
She tells everyone "this is MY dog, really MY dog"
We try to redirect her saying its the family dog, but to her its HER's.

Mommy has a snuggler on her hands. Gus is SO sweet.

The next day was his first bath. He smelled like 15 dogs, and I only signed up for one.

Sweet boy did really well. Sat through his bath.
His personality is pretty submissive and docile.

Ayla loves to hold him and is a bit more laid back in her approach with him.

His first full day home was good. He has pottied well with only 1 accident and it was our fault bc we were misinterpretting his whimper.
We are crate training him and he loves his crate. He sleeps well in it during day and night.
He is figuring out the ground under his feet, he is a bit sensitive to different textures (grass to concrete).
Finally starting to play with the girls, loves chasing his ball.

Life 365: Memorial Day 2011

2011-06-02T22:34:00.000-05:00

We took a much needed break at a friend's pool for good food and good company~!

The break was much needed bc we were moving dirt, seeding grass, shaping landscaping, planting new, oh and sweating...
lots of sweating. The new 90 deg temps have been a little overwhleming.
Made the pool WAY worth it!

Princess Party

2011-06-02T22:29:00.000-05:00

My bestie's lil girl has an egg allergy.
So being the friend I am, I offerred to make her a smash cake (eggless) for her 1st birthday.

As you can see many little hands wanted a taste.

Princess Kate's party was perfection!

And my girls def got their taste of sugar... a little too much! ha

But this one takes the cake!
Love you Kate~!

Life 365: 146

2011-06-02T22:25:00.000-05:00

If you look REALLY close you can see we are starting to bud a tomato.
Makes me really happy.

Life 365: 145

2011-05-29T22:07:00.000-05:00

In honor of sleeping on the floor of the basement during stormy weather I made this lovely concoction.
Peach Blueberry (Heaven), I mean crisp.
It was so good. Like I licked the bowl clean. And the dish.

Life 365

2011-05-29T21:59:00.000-05:00

Playgroup is fun... choatic at times, but so much fun.
We have a wonderful group of women who care about our kids as much as we do theirs.
Its so nice to see our kids hanging with other cool, christians families.
Some say, you are who you associate with....